My inspiration ..

I think .. no .. I KNOW .. that my inspiration is .. my KIDS!

They make my everyday worth living. I love seeing their bright shining faces, laughing and smiling with me. I know I get mad at them sometimes and they really do bad things .. but when they smile at me and give me kisses and hugs ..it's like everything is forgiven.

Last night, I was looking at Gracie and I really lost it. I was in tears. I said to myself I need to stop ..I really need to start taking care of myself. I want to see this beautiful girl grow up.

I am really lucky and so blessed that they are in my life. When I was younger, I thought for sure that there is little chance that I was ever going to have kids ..and now I have 3.

I just want to make them happy, and I am going to try my best to make sure they have a good life.